Hey guys
It's me, Gynk again...
Listen, I know there's been quite a bit of melodramatic stuff lately
But I've been feeling this certain way for quite some time now
And I would appreciate it if you would all hear me out for a minute
I just want to clue you guys in on what's been going on with me lately
Let me lay it all out...

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VERSE 1
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I'm constantly contemplating on what I'm supposed to be
Let alone trying to be the person you want me to be
But I want to be there for you, too, I swear that I do
It's the feeblest moments that I feel parted away from you

But It's always been the same, and I know I'll never change
It's not dealt within my cards to feel other than strange
In this messy, chaotic world that we're living in too fast
Need to slow down, get a grip, and put it all in the past

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PRE-CHORUS
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Just know that what I've done to you is what's been done to me
It's no excuse, but I just want you to see the truth in me
The passages of this life are feeling so obscene
And these demons influence my thoughts, to help you set the scene

If only I could take this hurt and throw it all away
So that we could live more happily and leave from all this pain
Even though I broke your heart, I hope you understand
That I've truly felt the same, and I'm ashamed to be that man

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CHORUS
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I want to be here (with you)
I want to feel this moment with you
I want to be here, and be true to you
But when I close my eyes at night, I know that this pain is inside of you

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VERSE 2
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I'll admit it, I was caught up in the world of what I had
Then it failed, and I lost, and I'd never felt so mad
At myself, and at them, I'm not even gonna lie
Being an alien in this world always makes me wanna die

Then you came along, and I really must confess
That the time we spent with one another made me feel so blessed
As it was the time that I spent with you that made me feel like less
But it seems like all we're left with is just one last caress

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PRE-CHORUS
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Just know that I've done to you what's been done to me
That's no excuse, but I just want you to see the truth in me
The passages of this life are feeling so obscene
And these demons influence many thoughts, to help you set the scene

If only I could take this hurt and throw it all away
So that we could live more happily and leave from all this pain
Even though I broke your heart, I hope you understand
That I've truly felt the same, and I'm ashamed to be that man

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CHORUS
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I want to be here (with you)
I want to feel this moment with you
I want to be here, and be true to you
But when I close my eyes at night, I dream that this pain isn't inside of you